CAN SINCERELY championed ??

AyoKita.Click - ...Eventually I realized my love is only worth the dirt that was never considered.
Is not enough of a relationship with faithfulness and sincerity ??
Do women who have a sincere heart to love is not worth fighting ??
What connection this name is only concerned with materialistic alone ??
Is there someone could answer it all ??
Splitting my brain to think about it, the more confusion to make my mind instantly claustrophobic ...
God....!!! Is this the way my life ??
Where happiness which I look forward ??
Can you turn the wheel of my life up ??
God...!!! Let me feel the happiness it ... !!
Although only briefly.
Sometimes patience limit makes my inner cry ... so berdoapun I was speechless ....
My tears flow like a source of tears can not be stopped, wanted berteriakpun can no longer ...
He might be able to stand up to strut his family ...

I??? .... I could only stand by my own power, no money penny to make me stand up, because I am me ... !!
I just cashed myself do not like him that is able to make himself an instant success ...
"Many times I blamed myself and torturing myself ..."
In my prayers I always ask for forgiveness to the Creator .... "Lord, if I do not deserve to be fought ?? Why ?? Did you not teach God's love with sincere will get happiness ??"
But why the reality is different ?? Why trample all sincerity as dung ??
If you just want to test my patience I sincerely ...
But can you reduce the pain in my heart ??
Since I was no longer able to God ...
I just asked for the strength and the back shoulder for me later, when I was able to stand up and go again ...
I also took a short rest pelukkanMu to my place .....,
And let me keep smiling in front of my mother, and being able to say "I'm a strong mother so do not worry about me mom ...."
And let hug of me can make her strong and backings when he is sad ...
Only the Lord, can I get it ???